Maybe?!

Tears running down my face.

"What a shame. What a rainy ending given to a perfect day."

But in the end all these tears I cry for you, they are useless. No one will ever know how I feel. No one can look into me deep inside. Why can´t it stop right now? It hurts. Already thinking about you hurts. And always tears run down my cheeks. I want it to stop. I do not want to cry anymore. Cause there is no point in being unhappy. But what about all the things which had been there. They are gone. They never come back. Are you sad? What do you think? How do you feel? Are you OK? Do you miss me? Do you still love me? Do you ever had loved me? So many questions, but the answers are all still unkown. And maybe I will never get these answers. 
Maybe we both will never talk to eacht other. 
Maybe we will never look into our eyes.
Maybe I will never call you, never write you a message. 
Maybe we will never be friends.
Maybe we both will go our own ways.
Maybe that´s the end.
Maybe it´s really over now.
Maybe we not meant to be for each other. 
Maybe it was a mistake.
Maybe you have fooled me. 
Maybe you´d  never loved me. 
Maybe it was only a stupid lie.
But maybe it´s still love. Maybe.
Cause who knows what the future holds?